You held my hand, swept me away...
took me on a journey to a faraway place…
You look into my eyes…

And you look into my heart…
Walked into my souls…

Finding a perfect place to start…
You brought the moon out when the sun was high above…
Did everything you knew in the name of love…
You lid up a fire deep into my thoughts…
and you planted a seed without a soil in my heart…
You caused a rose to grow…
with thorns as white as snow…
You gave me the most perfect gift you knew…
just by sayin...
I love you....

TodAe..WaS tHe OpEniNg oF SYF...HaiZ..HoW DiSaPpOinTinG..
It WaS CrOWdEd LikE hElL TheRe...LucKy wE CaMe EaRlY...
ToDaE, AbT 1036 StuDenTz FrM BowEn CAmE DoWn To
sUpPorT ThE bAnD...EvEryOnE waS lIkE ExCitEd FoR DeM...
It wAs So NoiSy ThErE...N i HaD tO leAd DeM iN tHe ChE3r...
i FoUnD iT EmbAraSsIng ActUalLy...BuT AnyThinG fOr thE bAnD...

AnD sO, wE wAitEd PatEintLy foR ThE BanD tO comE oUt...SinCe OuR
BanD wAs tHe LaSt tO pErfoRm, We waTchEd tHe OthEr BanDz DaT
WeRe CoMpeTinG wiT uS...I gOt tO aDmiT tHe OthErS wErE gOoD
ToO(oF cOz BowEn BanD rAwkZ lAhZ)...BuT iT wAs DiSaPpOinTinG
DaT thEy dIdn'T wIn...DamN..i DiDn'T beLieVe DaT dErRicK WaS
ActuAlLy FumBlinG wIt tHe mAcE...I DiDn'T expEcT sUcH thINgZ tO
ActuAlLy HapPeN...BuT, I reAlLy dIdn'T tHinK DaT iT wAs  nOt HiS fAulT...
ThouGh hE dId FumbLe, No doUbt, I thiNk dAt hE trIeD hiS bEsT....
By ThE lOoK oN hiS fAcE, I cOuLd SeE dAt He WaS kIndA StrEsS...
BeiNg PReSsurISeD N sTufFz...bUt OveRalL, ThE bAnD wAs GreAt...
WeLl, TheRe iS stiLl 2006's SYF...sO, dUn bE sAd...

WaS iT jUz ThE fAtE DaT i LaNdeD mYseLf oN...
OR wAs iT jUz tHE mIstAkE dAt I DiD...hMmM..I caN't AnsWeR
DaT...ThouGh I noE iT wAs pArtiAlLy mY fAulT, iT wAs oSo HiS
FaUlt...NoW, We'Re LikE eNemiEs DaT WeRe fReNz...GoD, WhY
DiD iT HaD tO haPpEn..WhY wE hAd tO FigHT...NoW, I reAlLy DunO
WaT tO dO..hAiZ...hE wAs eVerYthInG dAt i WanTeD...BuT, SomE
ThinGz ArE juZ nOt mEanT to Be...Can'T foRcE PpL..So, GueSs
DaT's ThE EnD oF evErytHinG...HaiZ...

HeyZz..WaSsUp...Its BeEn A WhiLe SinCe I LasT UpdAtE
iT...SoRiE aBt TaT...WeLl, AniWaEz, SkOoL's BaCk... N GrEaT
tO sEe AlL oF u GuyZ AgaIn...GreAt To SeE ThoSe TaT I HaVe
MisSeD iN ThE PaSt MonTh...TodAe, WaS ThE FirSt FriDaE AftEr
ThE HoliDaEz...tImE Do FlIeZ FasT...WelL, BasiCalLy, I stAyeD
BaCk...To SeE tHe BaNd...SinCe I gOt NothiNG bEta tO dO...

WeLl, ThE BaNd WeRe PrActIciNg FoR ThE moMenT Tat MoZ  Of Us
BeEn WaiTinG fOR...ThE SYF GrAnD fiNalZ hApPeniNG tOmoRroW...
ItS SoMeThiNG TaT EveRyoNE LOoKz FOrWaRd To...So, I wAtcHed
ThE bAnD N I ReaLly ThinK tAt TiS YeAr, TheY couLd wIn iT...So, I
StAyEd ThErE tiLl LikE 6...i NoE Im LikE ObeSsEd WiF iT... N I
ReaLiSeD tAt DerRicK WaS noT reaLly At hiS bEsT...He KepT DroPpiN
it..God, I wAs liKe, Wat'S wiF iT dUdE...I rEalLy HopEd He Won"t Do
tAt TomoRrow...I dUnNo..I juZ fEel Tat hE wAs PreSsurIseD By iT...
Wat"s moRe..hE juZ eNdeD hiS OraL...wElL,I rEalLy ReaLly HopE
He WiLl Do FinE tomoRroW...JiA yoU..GamBAtTe....

I DuNno WhY n WaT's WrOnG WiD Me... BuT I kEeP FeEliN SaD...
ThE WhOLe DaE... I GuEsS iT gOt SuMtHiNg To Do WiD HiM.... HaIz
WeLl, I FeEl DaMn SaD MaN, He SaEs hE NoEs Me In a BaD WaY....
I NoE DaT I BrOkE A LoT Of PrOmiSeS OrEaDi... BuT He DiD GiVe Me
AnOthEr ChAnCe Didn'T hE... WhY??? MaN, I fEeL sO UnFaIr... BuT
DeR's NotHiN I Do... HaIz....AniWaE, I HaD A FuN TyMe YesTerDaE...
HaD BbQ In SkOoL n OnLi RetUrN HoME At 10...HahAHa... So FuN...
WeLl, I gOt to Get bAcK On My HoMewOrK... HolIdAyZ EnDin SoOn...
So, GoT to GeT ReAdY To SkOoL... HaIz...DeN, c AlL ThE SicKEnIn
TchEr...BorIn MaN... BuT GeT tO c HiM AgAiN...HaHahA..Dat'S nIcE...

wElL... Im DaMn WoRn OuT OrEaDi MaN... So DaMn BlOoDy TiReD...
I jUz CaMe BaCk FrOm BaNd WiD My InStRuMeNt.... ArGhhH.... So
IrRiTatIn... HaD tO PrAcTiCe My MuSiC... IdIoT WeI LuN... BuT NeVa
MiNd...AnIwAe, TmL Is ThE LaSt DaE LiAo... I CaN RelAxS AfTeR DaT...
OnE ThIn DaT WaS FuN WaS MeEtIn My AdMiReR AgAiN... HoW WoNdErfUL
 Of CoZ, He WaS BuZy PrActIsIn HiS StuFfZ To Be BorThErEd....

BuT AfTeR BaNd, WiThoUt FaIL, I WiLl SuRelY MeEt HiM FOr SUrE... AnIwAe
BaCk To My StOrY AgAiN, I WaS InJuReD ToDaE, so I Can'T MaRcH... BuT I TrIeD
To MaRcH LaH... To MaKe It EvEn WoRsT..NO lAh... Of CoZ NoT...  BcOz I WaNteD
To MaRcH lAh...BeiNg a GoOd GuRL MaH...MuAhaHa...LikE ReAl OnLi... AnIwAe...
Im ToO TiReD To WrItE LiAo..So I HaV tO SiGn OuT FiRsT..CiAo....

ToDaE... ThE DaY I WeNt BaCk To SkOoL FoR BaNd...
AwWwW...HoW WeIrD It FeLt... AfTeR So LonG I'm
BaCk...HahAHa...WeLl, WeN I CaMe, ThE FIrSt PeRsOn
I SaW WaS DeRrIcK...HoW NoT CoURaGiNg At AlL... HaIz
BuT SinCe I CaMe AlReAdY, I CaN't RuN AwAY LiAo... So, SaDlY,
I CaMe n DiD mY BaSIc MarChIn(wHiCh WaS DaMn LaN) n DiD
tHe ForMaTioN...ActuAlLy, Not ReaLly... DoWn ThE WaY, I HaD
GaStRiC, So HaD To SToP...

DeN, I CalLeD HiM AgAIn WeN I REaChEd HOmE BUt He WaS NoT In
MoOd To TaLk...HaIZ...I NoE He iS DAmN AnGrY LoR... So, I SmSed
HiM n SaId Im SoRiE FoR WaT HaPpEnEd...He WaS AnGrY At FIrSt
BuT He MaDe Me CaLl HiM.... i cAlLeD n hE tOlD mE iF i wAnTeD tO qUiT,
i wIlL fInD a rePlAcEmEnT bY wEd...bOtH nOes iTs ImPoSsIbLe... n I PrOmIsEd
I WoN'T QuIT AgAiN To MYsElF..SO, Im NoT GoNnA GiVE UP AgAiN!!!! NeVa....
N DaT's WaT He WaNtEd To HEAr FRoM Me... NeVa GiVin Up n DaT'S
oSo My PrOmIsE To HiM...DiS TYmE, I WiLl PrOvE To ThE WhOlE WoRLD
DaT I CaN Do It...YeAh!!!! DeRrIcK, ThAnKz FoR TrUsTiN Me AgAiN...
I ReAlLy WiLl PrOvE To U DiS TyMe.....No MaTtEr WaT ObStAcLe TrIeS
To StOp Me!!!!

I GoT NoThIn To Do ToDaE BuT cLeAn Up My RoOm...
BeSiDeS DaT, I WatChEd HarRy PoTteR AgAiN... JuZ FoR
FuN n WeNt OnLinE FoR AwHilE... I MaDe No GrEaT DiScOvErIeS
whiLe cLeANin My RoOm BuT JuZ a PhOtO Of Me n My oLd FrEnZ In
PrI 6... I RemIniSed ThE SwEeT MEmOrIeS I HaD WiD DeM N HoW
MuCh I MiSsEd DeM So... HAiZ... MiSsIn DeM ReMinDeD Me Of HiM
( WhO CaN'T Be NaMeD) On HoW mUcH I MiSseD HiM...TeRRiBlY...HaIz
I NoE I wOn'T GeT HiM CoZ He sEt HiS EyEz On SoMeOnE ELzE...
BuT Im JuZ WiShIn DaT He CoUlD GiMmE A CHaNcE To PRoVe To Him
HoW MUcH He MeANS To ME....HaIz